Wednesday, June 2, 2010

The importance of sharing

I call myself a writer... but I realized that I can't very well be a writer if I don't share my stories. Many people have suggested to create a blog, but what I find difficult is finding topics to blog about. I would much rather give people insight to my experiences, my emotions, my life. I have a lot to share but no direction. Here I am, just finished watching the new release of Alice in Wonderland, a story I admire by an inspiring author, Lewis Carroll. He is twisted, yet unique. Sick yet creative. I relate to him in such a way that slightly scares me. I am twisted and unique, an individual who is lost yet seems to always find their way. I want to be someone that can inspire and people admire. To tell vivid stories about strange things. You may find that I tend to be all over the place, inconsistent, following some path that would intimidate people, and always seeking a reaction as I tend to love being the center of attention.

I want to share with the world what it is like to be me. I feel it is important to share knowledge and experiences for those who need someone to relate to or to find an escape from their own life. I feel it is important to share stories as they may lead people to a better place. I welcome you to my world. Take or leave whatever you find, but please be kind as this is my life. 

Tomorrow I will wake up at 6am and head off to my job as an Advertising Consultant. I will check emails and messages, proof out ads, layout ad copy, call back clients and prospects and meet with new businesses to discuss my services and strategies. It will be Thursday, a day I consider to be the best day of the week. It is the start to a crazy weekend full of networking, parties, cocktail dresses and music. I should clean my house, yet I find it difficult to do so as I live alone. When I had roommates, it was so much easier to be organized, disciplined and easier to have meals because I enjoy dinner and conversation. After work tomorrow, I will attend our end of the season kickball party at Murphy's Law where once again, we will all indulge in good laughs, good jokes, pictures, and a large bar tab. I will wear a little black dress tomorrow with my hair pulled back into a twist and rock large, black sunglasses. Tomorrow I will pretend to be a diva and act as if I were Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany's. I will put on a show and smile big everywhere I go as if there were paparazzi following me. Tomorrow I will wake up with a positive attitude and be ready to seize the day. Tomorrow I will learn something and teach something from every individual I meet. Tomorrow I will prepare myself for a long weekend of volunteering at the East End Festival, dancing, walk around Canal Days in Fairport, and celebrate love with my grandparents as they will be celebrating their 60th wedding anniversary on Sunday. Tomorrow I will change, I will grow, and I will influence. I will live as if I were just born.